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[10 Oct 2004|04:40pm] |
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everyone give me good songs to download NOW! as many as you can think of.
ahhh i have to do homework!
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[10 Oct 2004|07:26am] |
ive had this dream many times before i think. this boar wouldnt leave my room. i kept calling it a black pig though. it just kept going under my bed and walking around. i told it to leave and it was just like LALA. lmao and im screaming for my mom to help me and she kept ignoring me.
i had 2 more that i remember. the first one was with prom and eric but nothing like the prom we had and the second one...i was in some store with john and my sister and lygia?! and a bunch of other people and we kept running around loading our guns. i think we were going to shoot a film but it got out of hand and all of sudden this big wave of water came in the store and it was washing my sister away and i had to save her. i hate in dreams when youre trying to run but you go so slow. but anyway, i saved her. it was really weird.
whenever i wake up in the middle of the night right in the middle of a dream, im really disoriented. i get off my bed and i have no idea what the fuck is going on. and then this wave of depression hits me. it takes a few seconds to come back to reality. I CANT GET ANY PEACE EVER! i thought sleeping was going to be my happy time and now i have all these crazy dreams.
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last night john called me. he really surprises me sometimes.
i asked him if he believed in god and he said...i believe in something but thats about it. i dunno, i was just expecting him to say of course i do...
and hes really intelligent which people dont realize cause hes kinda ghetto and lives in the throggs neck pjs.
he made me laugh. he goes...i cant believe i got through...youre like a radio station.
hahhhahaha i never pick up!. i told him he was caller 100 lol
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i have so much more work to do. i was trying so hard to stay sleeping again...and now my body aches.
PS. livejournal keeps posting with the wrong times...and its getting annoying!! its 10:40am not 7:40!!
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[08 Oct 2004|12:46pm] |
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i want to disappear for a while and i think i might just do that..
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[01 Aug 2004|06:34pm] |
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friends only.
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